It is like a big hole has been punched through my chest

Currently listening to Change me by Keri Hilson.


Absence makes the heart grew fonder is a total bullshit. It makes me want to strangle myself with a piece of rope.

Perhaps you don't even realize every words that comes out from your mouth just sliced my heart into pieces. The sad thing is you never seem to have the intention to fix it back.

I wish I was stronger than I am right now.

& sorry again for whining.

xx