Yuhooooo, I am back again after a long weekend including today, another public holiday in Sarawak (: And yes it's June already! After a few more weeks, we would be entering into the second half of 2012. So you know how they say new month, new beginning and speaking of which we actually have 12 chances in a year to have a new beginning. May was considered quite awesome after a major breakdown somewhere in April, I guess sometimes things have to fall apart to make way for better things. So, I was hibernating at home for the whole month of May, doing what I do best, well fed and pampered besides having a couple of good things going on as well. Now that June has arrived, I've been anticipating for this one news in order to put my sorrow to an end. Surprisingly, it was out earlier than all of us expected - OUR FINALS RESULT. I've passed my other two modules(!) but I still have to resit for the module that I've flunked earlier. To be honest, I still can't get over the fact that I screwed it up once or maybe it's just the asian kia-su genes in me overreacting. But the thought of screwing it up again is really driving me up the wall, which would be probably the last thing I wanna do. A swirl of emotions I couldn't quite pin down. I think about it every night before I go to bed...and I ended up having a hard time falling asleep. I know how unusual it is of me to dump everything out here but I just can't help it.
|This is exactly how I feel.|
I've learned that life isn't a bed of roses and how it can seem so daunting at times. People may go like, duh it's just a paper, why so emo.. I even said that I'm fine but I don't get it either why am I babbling about this all over again, eff emotions ahhh it must be the cabin fever. No matter what are the odds, I still have to face it. I can do this, I can make it through!
|You have the strength, patience and passion to achieve your goal, all you have to do is TRY.|