Busy busy little bumble bee.

Guess what? I received a letter from NS days ago. There was this very friendly postman who sent it to my house one afternoon. While I was signing some stuffs before getting my letter, he was telling me something like this; " Amoi, tak payah takut pergi ini NS, sangat bagus punya. " I smiled back at him and tried to be polite. Minutes later, *POOF*! Off me go and opened this letter and take a look what's inside.

Going through the forms were driving me nuts. There were so many lampiran here and there and boy, it was really troublesome. Luckily, I still managed to have everything done by yesterday. However, I haven't started packing anything yet. Oh crapp.

I missed school a lot. I missed scribbling and doodling on textbooks. :p I really wanted to continue my studies as soon as possible so I applied everything that was available from scholarships to local U and private colleges. Might as well try my luck, who knows I'm just that lucky? Ahaa. Hope to receive any offer letter, the earlier the better so that I can kiss NS goodbye. So long, sucka! :D

"£$%%^&!@ It was raining again. I can't watch Man. U vs Liverpool match tonight! I ended up checking the live score online after the match and WTF! 4-1 (T_______T)

Lights off. I've been busting my ass lately and I'm really tired. Beauty sleep time!

Picture of the day; Stop bugging me, will ya?

Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥

Result result result.

Result is out todayyy. I slept at 4am and woke up around 7am. I just couldn't sleep. I was too eager to wait for my teacher to call me and inform me my result on 8am. Tunggu punya tunggu, she called me at 10 something.
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I took a deep breath and answered her call.

T: Hilda, your result.
H: How much? *dupdapdupdap/shallowing my saliva*
T: 6a1 1a2 2b3 1b4
H: Haaa? 7a nia? what subject did I get b4? *trying hard not to cry*
T: Wait. Too many subject codes and numbers. Su, apa 6355?
Voice behind: EST.
H: What? EST? I don't want.
T: Nevermind, you did well and try your best already.
H: Okay, thanks. Bye.

Few seconds after I hung up the call, I'm crying! What the hell. EST? B4? Impossible!

It was unexpected I got a bloody hell B4 for EST. *DAMN*
but
It was unexpected to get an A1 for my 1119 :)
It was unexpected to get both A for my Biology and Chemistry.
Overall, it was very UNEXPECTED.

Mummy and Sis felt that I did really well already. Daddy said that as long as I did not fail any subjects, I should be happy already but I am still blaming myself because I did not get what I targeted. I was not happy at all. Anyway, I still wanna congrats all my friends for their excellent results.

P/s: I'm okay sudah. Back to normal. No more emo. Lol.

Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥

My heart is beating off rate.

I can't really explain how I'm feeling right now. I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs! My heart is beating faster than usual and seriously I can feel the adrenaline rushing in me. *faint*
My friends have been texting me saying good luck and stuffs and reminded me to tell them what my result is. Mum and sis are getting excited as well, they say they have faith in me. Sedangkan I don't have the confidence at all. Uuu, more pressure. What if I didn't get what they expected? What if I get a C? OMG OMG OMG OMG. I'm thinking too much. *smackss forehead*

P/s: Good luck for all `08 SPM candidates. All the best. :)

12 hours left til I get my result. Shoot me in the head pls? Ouch. Tummy aches and I'm feeling the butterflies in it. Yes yes, I'm freaking myself out. I think I'm not getting any sleep tonight. Sh*t. Special thanks to NAD MOO MOO for everything. I love you! *wink*

Xoxo,
Hilda milda ♥

Je t'aime aussi, mon chéri.

Love love love. ♥

He says: Love is complicated.
She says: Love hurts.

My definition of love: Love suffers long. Love is kind; it is not jealous. Love does not brag and is not puffed up; It is not provoked and does not take account of evil. It covers all things, believes all things, hope all things and endures all things. Love never falls away.

old pic of mine; taken last year. :)

Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥

Quick update.

I'm home guys.

Just arrived around 10.45am and I heading back to Sibu on 2pm. :/

My CNY was so so. Not really what I expected.
First day - Visiting/Gathering with close relatives.
Second day - Shopping sambil jalan jalan cari makan && I meet up with Neeya.

Overall still okay lah. Better than nothing.

I'll be missing my family so much and my girlfriends. Sobs. I'll be back within 5 weeks time. Till then, adios peeps. :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Some pics taken on the 2nd day of CNY.

Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥

Gong Xi Fa Chai.

Current mood: Still bloated. I ate too much for dinner. *burp*
Current obsession: Msian version Alex Turner.
Current thought: Off to my lalaland. I need sleep!

I'm away to Miri tomorrow till Wednesday, so there will be no update on my CNY within this few days. I'm really excited to meet my cousins and relatives. I love big family gathering! Yeayyy. I get to shop for more. Double yeay. && I've painted my nails gold this year and you know what? There's a pimple on my forehead. It's kinda obvious. Oh tidak! Happy Chinese New Year people, enjoy an ox year full of prosper! :D

Picture of the day :)

Xoxo,

hilda milda ♥

Home sweet home.

Heyyyy. I'm back for cny hols.

It feels so good to be back. Much plans ahead. :D

Kawan-kawanku, messageeeee me! I miss my phone's message tone.

Muahaha.

P/s: It's over. I know, you know. *wink*

Xoxo,

hilda milda ♥