I was supposed to be

enjoying my last night with my roomies in our dorm or should I say my former dorm, P5B. Sadly, i had to leave early and i really miss them right now. They just called me and they cried on the phone. *sobs* I wish I was there with them now. :( My parents attended the closing ceremony at my camp this morning and after that, they decided to bring me back along with them. i didn't want to for we've made a deal that i will be going back by bus tomorrow because we're having a closing night and there will be a lot of performances and I'm supposed to be acting in a small scene in a drama but they were still insisting so i had no choice and pack away my stuff in the last minute. The hardest part was saying goodbye and hugging each and everyone of them. I cried as I walked out of the camp. I never thought that this is how it would end. Funny when I recall, I was so reluctant to join NS in the first place but I've had plenty of fun and unforgettable experiences. So, it's true that people doesn't wanna leave NS because there's always millions of good memories. I'm going to miss every goddamn minutes I had with my roomies and people there :) I know it's hard but I'm dealing with it.

I, Hilda Teo Suk Ting, wirawati Bravo Kem Sg. Rait Miri Kump.2 Siri 6/2009 has officially finished my national service.

*cough* Before I forget, for more juicy info about NS, catch Project NS every friday night, 9.30 pm only on 8TV. :p

My bestest darlings

Wirawati Bravo; took it seconds before I leave && THIS pic was taken by Megan ;)

More photos updates soon. Night.

It's been a while

since I'm stuck in NS. NSnsNsnsNS, it's all about NS. What more can I say? Well, NS was fun. The environment, the trainer, the activities, the people, the facilities are great except the FOOD. I've been there for 45 days and fyi I'm getting rounder and darker. During the first week, it was a torture where I had to wake up and shower at 5am. The water was like ice cold. So far, I've tried kayak-ing, rakit and flying fox and I'm looking forward to fire M16 which is after our semester break. There are more activities coming up since we're into modul khidmat komuniti and modul kenegeraan this month. I get to know new friends, learn new languanges and cultures as well. Joining NS wasn't such a bad idea after all. I learnt a lot and it was indeed a one in a lifetime experience. :) Too bad I didn't bring my camera before this so I kinda miss taking photos of the activities I joined and stuffs. No worries. I still have one month to go. :D

I'm attending an interview tomorrow and I'm not even ready yet. Mum was more nervous than I do as if she's the one going. Haha. I'm in a chillaxing mode. I confide myself to relax and just go with the flow. Buck up Hilda, yes you can! Anyway, just wish me luck and I hope I can make it.

Cathy called me today and we talked for like half an hour, I guess, or less. It's been a while too since we talked on the phone. She has got a new boyfriend and her life seems great at this moment. She's having her final soon and hooray, she's coming back to Malaysia in July and she'll be staying this time till next year. Hope to see her and maybe get to hang out sometimes. Movies, hairdo, shopping, gossiping and a thing we will never miss; FOOD! I do miss her, though I tend to forget her. Sorry darl,my bad.

Time do flies. What's next after NS? Holidays? Further studies? Seriously I have no idea. Let God decides and everything gonna be alright. Sis is working in kl soon and poor Megan is left alone at home with Mum and Dad. Pity her. Hahahaha. Currently, life's good and I'm loving every seconds of it. I learn to appreciate people I love and spend more time with them. That is all what life matters. Mum's been very kind lately and that's why I love her. Mother's Day is on this coming Sunday and boy I can't wait to celebrate. :) There is something that keep bothering me nowadays; I have lots of things in my wishlist and I'm trying hard to work them all out. New phone, new clothes, new hair, everything new! $M$ON$E$EY$! T_________________T

P/s: Thanks multiplegazillions to NADD MOO MOO for everything! Sayang kamu.

Enough for now. I need some sleep. Tootles.

Feeling outdated.

I'm home. 

4/05/09 - SPA interview & going back to camp before evening.

9/05/09 - NS semester break till 12th May.

More updates and craps tomorrow. Adios~

Can I stay?

*Sigh*

I'm gonna be away for three months again! Off to NS mode activated.

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I will be leaving in the morning to Miri. I have no idea when I will be back but I'll try my best to come back earlier. I'm so gonna miss Daddy, Mummy, Sis and Megan. No more eating out and supper with you guys. Argh,homesick! Note: I am independent but when it comes to a life which is going to give me a hard time, automatically I'll be not independent AT ALL. I'll be calling home soon, crying so badly and complaining that I wanna go home. Oh great. Pfft. That would be interesting. && my chums (you know who you are but I'm still gonna list you guys out - Cathy, Ah Yao, Nadd Moo Moo, Oish, Amy, will be missing you guys a lot. ) and HIM! Sobs. I'm keeping my fingers crossed, hoping that the 'military' life there won't torture me. Amen. People tend to tell me this, "C'mon, NS won't be that bad. You'll have fun and I bet you don't wanna come home". Well, we'll see if that statement will be a undeniable fact when I'm back. So people, do take care and may God bless. Last but not least, forget me not. <33>

hilda milda ♥

For you,
I'll be back soon, you won't have time to miss me.

Look after my heart - I've left it with you.
To be continued. ( MIA)

Lesung oi.

Earlier this afternoon, Oish and I decided to hang out at Lesung, Yazid's Dad cafe. It was new and we have never been there before. Yazid was joining us as well. The three of us was just talking about our plans for studies and joking around. We went to an ice cream shop just across the street and went back to this shop again and try out his shop's FRENCH TOAST CHEESE. *Mesti cuba eh, cuba jangan tak cuba. I'm promoting oiiii*

These are some of the pics we've taken. :)

Oish :)

Me.

Doing some promoting for Lesung. Lol.

Ngee, I love her ;)

Oish's Ice Lemon Tea. She even finished the ice. Ahaa.

Today's speical; Close up of the French Toast Cheese

Yazid, the Anak Bos :P

Oish's fav pic of us :)

My fav pic because I look so GAY. Ahaa.

I really enjoy my day with them. I'll be missing Oish a lot and I don't know when can I see her again. Miss you babe. Anyway, thanks to Yazid too. Before I forget, datanglah beramai-ramai ke Lesung! :)

Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥

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大好きです; Daisuki desu

I think I'm in love. Am I?

Nahh. So not!

I'm sick of getting myself hurt and heartbroken. Life's brief and mostly sucks.

The ending of every fairy tales; death.

But one thing I'm sure is I'm missing him a lot. Yesss, him! That moron.

Love me for me. :)

Xoxo,

hilda milda ♥

Moshi moshi. Sushi please?

Oh dang. I've been craving for sushi! Somehow feeling japanese? See, I'm trying to imagine myself listening opera in a kimono with a geisha style makeup and rolling sushi on a bamboo mat. roflmao. That will be pretty hideous and hillarious.

I've been thinking of making my very own homemade sushi since last week. Tadaaaa! Here it is. Hilda's very own homemade sushi. Dad bought the ingredients and I'm making it with my sis. Megan insisted to help and just can't stop nagging because I wouldn't let her to. We made 5 rolls altogether and seriously, the sushi does not looks good or even taste good. Gotta recheck the recipe and give a try again. Maybe I added too much vinegar. Sheeshhhh.




Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥