Can I keep you forever?

Our time together is just never quite enough.
How I wish I can stop the time whenever I'm with you.

That's exactly what I'm feeling right now D:

The moment I woke up this evening, the first thing I did was switching on my lappy and continue watching Autumn's Concerto. I'm now at episode 10 and it seems that everyone is watching it now including Suzen and Joe Ann :DDD

It's REALLY addictive when the little boy in that drama is oh-so-adorable and the main actor is oh-so-amazingly-HOT I tell you. Wait till you watch that drama, I'm sure you will agree with my statement :p Anyway, I need to hold on for a while and start doing my last biology report and maybe do some Maths tonight. I haven't shower or have my dinner yet. I'm such a mess FML

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Drop it like it's hot

Hello. Sorry for not updating that often anymore, it's just that I got nothing to blog lately. That's sad, I know.

I went to Neyo after concert party yesterday at Euphoria, MOS. The boyf is the one who told me that there is this party but he couldn't make it so I don't feel like going at the first place. Belinda asked me yesterday morning if I wanted to go and I said yes. It's Neyo dude! Are you fucking kidding me? Since I missed the concert, so why not right? So it was sort of a really last minute plan. Too bad Aainaa, Elin and Joe Ann couldn't make it too. I bet it would be a blast if you guys are there! So there was only the five of us going. Me, Belinda, Natalie ( a friend to Belinda whom I've just met), Zhen Ru, Charan who were confirmed going. Suprisingly again at the very last minute, the boyf decided to join(!) and yes he brought along 4 of his friends whom I met before too, COOL. We were there quite early, around 9-ish and the club was still empty that time. The crowd started filling in around 11-ish I guess. So I was dancing with the girls and the boyf all night long but the songs weren't that nice compared to the first time I was there. Back to the topic, we waited till 1.30am to be exact when Neyo appeared somewhere on the second floor probably just metres away from the place where I was standing. We could see him through this see through window. Well, it's kinda dark inside there, I mean the club so I could just roughly see his figure not his face for sure. Still, he's the sexiest man alive or maybe second HAHA LOL I can feel that from farrrrrrr. Sorry for no photos cause Belinda is the one who took all the photos so it's all in her camera. Anyway, we left around 2-ish cause we're tired of waiting and we don't think that Neyo's going to perform ($%#^!&*) Something happened on our way back but I'm not gonna talk about it. Belinda and I sent Natalie home and both of us headed back to Belinda's house, took a shower, had some pillow talk and yeah we snoozed off around 4-ish.

Today is another typical Friday where I'll spend the whole day sleeping my ass off. I woke up around 4-ish and got myself ready. Belinda wanted to get a hair cut so we went to OU since I need to pay my broadband. After running those errands, we were strolling around as usual to the shops that we usually went. AND AGAIN I FAILED TO RESIST THE TEMPTATIONS TO BUY STUFFSSSSSSSSSS(!!!!) Let's not talk about it heh

I'm back in my hostel now, onlining like always and catching up on the Taiwan drama I've mentioned earlier *wink*

Click on my ads okay? Rest well and sleep early people. Have a nice weekend.

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Who would've thought

I've lost my mojo in blogging.

9 hours later...

Maybe not.

See, I'm back cause I still love my readers so yes I'm gonna update as much as possible but is there really anyone who are always there reading all my craps?

I hope so (:

The first week of January has not been that great. I'm sick and tired of everything. When I said everything, it means EVERYTHING. People around me seems to be in the same situation like me as well. First, getting sick and then having problems dealing with their own personal life. Life isn't always about being happy right?


5 days after the big day, I'm now pretty much broken and impaired in the inside. Not fully heart broken though, it's just that I'm always the insecure bitch. I admit it, I tend to think too much and often exaggerate stuffs That's my number one weakness when it comes to relationship. I wish I can be a little more tough.

"Uncertainty is the biggest torture in love. You feel jealous yet you can’t complain. You get hurt yet can’t show it. You can love with your all yet you can’t say it. All you can do is watch, enjoy the smiles. Keep the pain. And show how much that person means to you."

I totally agree with that, no doubt I tell you. Sigh ): No matter what, chin up, Hilda.

College life has been busy at the moment with reports, extra class, test, tutorials and presentation yadaa yadaa yadaa Since, I'm in Semester Two now so I guess that's normal. Gotta bear with it and keep moving on. I just can't wait any longer for CNY break, one more month yaw. One more month to go and still counting the days :D

So what's interesting lately? *come closer, trying to whisper* Let me share with you this little secret of mine. *Pause for a while, clearing my throat* I'm in love with this taiwan drama called 下一站, 幸福 or known as Autumn's Concerto (which sounds kind of lame) but anyways it's really really really really nice I tell you. Btw, one of the member of an old school taiwan boyband, F4 was acting in it and he's one hot guy in that drama *drool* I wasn't really a fan of taiwan drama before this cause I'm a bit choosy when it comes to drama but this one really captured my heart tsk tsk and now I even go gaga talking about it. I even have all the soundtracks LOL You can either download or watch it in YOUTUBE!

PS: My mummy is sucha dear today. Love her to bits like always! :DDD

I guess that's all for today. Stay tune for more updates! Don't forget to click on my ads btw, CLICK MANY MANY TIMES okay?

Fin.

Where is my mind?

You ask me then I'll answer I think it's currently not available and is absolutely not functioning well.

Finally, I finished all my 6 reports and handed in today as well but with incomplete drawings cause it seems that everyone was doing the same thing. I've spent rm28 on printing 2 of my reports. That shop is one real blood sucker I tell you. Anyway, I slept around 5am this morning and managed to sleep for like 2 hours or less. Now I'm getting this headache and I had the 2nd panadol for today already and and I haven't had my lunch and dinner as well D: WAIT, I'm not supposed to take any medication with an empty stomach right? Oh darn!

I'm just not in the mood for anything right now. I don't want to sleep anymore cause I bet it's going make things worse. Plus, with my condition like this, I definitely can't study as well. Maths and Physics test are both on next week. So tell me, what should I do?

Being sick always make me feel homesick. Get well soon, Hilda *tearing up*

Suddenly, this song came up in my head but I know it has nothing to do with me being unwell wtf.

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me.
— Unwell by Matchbox 20

Note to self: No more procrastination or else I'll ended up like this again *smack head*

xx

My lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry

This happens to me all the time.

I have 3 weeks to finish my 6 reports with 15 drawings yet I took my sweet sweet time and just started to get it all done by today since its due date is on Monday. I'm one big lazy-ass and I know I'm good in getting my work done last minute -.- I started doing it around 12 am and now I'm only done with 5 partially complete reports. One more report to go with discussions and conclusion and another 15 drawings. I'm going to die this time, CONFIRMED! Serves me right, no mercy on me this time! D: FML VERY MUCH!

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Fly me on a paper plane

Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Or even in the dark ~

Currently listening to Bring by boring brick by Paramore.

Sorry for not updating about my New Year Eve's celebration yesterday. Yesterday was like a day in hell or maybe worse than hell. After celebrating the night before, I got this horrible alcohol rash and I was not quite in the mood the whole day. My hands and feet are swollen and all I can feel is needles pricking sensation all over my hands. I can't stop scratching my hands and feet too. Terrible I tell you. Plus, I can't upload the photos here and I have no idea why. I've uploaded them in FB anyway (:

Thank God today was better after sleeping my ass off for the whole day. I was shocked to wake up and found out that it was already 4.30pm. I was supposed to wake up early and continue doing my reports FML I guess everyone has almost done theirs except me FML EVEN MORE!
The sad thing is the plan to go grocery shopping with Elin and dinner with her and Joe Ann is canceled due to some reasons so I'll be stuck here alone again tonight T____T but still this will be the last night I'll be alone cause Elin and Suzen will be coming back tomorrow! & the other housemates as well :DDD

So I've cleaned the house, cleaned the frigde, washed my shoes and did my laundry today. So productive right? Yeah, I know tsk tsk I just had my dinner but I finished it in like less than 10 minutes cause it started to drizzle and you know how humiliate it can be when it suddenly rain heavily while you're eating haha I don't want to even imagine that wtf

Okay, I think I should stop here and start doing my reports. 15 drawings some more WALAO!

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Till, then buhbye!

And they think you should know

Happy New Year Guys!

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

Who said that life will always be a bed of roses right?

Fear not for the future, weep not for the past.

I've learned a lot in2009. I learned that things don’t always turn out the way you planned, or the way you think they should. And I’ve learned that there are things that go wrong that don’t always get fixed or get put back together the way they were before. I’ve learned that some broken things stay broken, and I’ve learned that you can get through bad times and keep looking for better ones, as long as you have people who love you.

Okay guys. The moment you all have been waiting for (as if LOL); MOI RESOLUTIONS ARE OUT HOT FROM THE OVEN JUST FOR YOU :D

#1. Pass my foundation with at least 3 pointer and above for my CGPA and continue my degree somewhere in September.
#2. Grow my hair longer, either colour or perm it or both! :D
#3. Lose weight till 40kgs and work out more often till I get a body like Megan Fox's LOL
#4. Start saving money (like seriously!)
#5. Do a passport do that I can go travelling wee
#6. Spend more times with my loved ones
#7. Curse less, control my temper and think before I speak
#8. Have the most fabulous 19th birthday ever :D
#9. Be honest (even if the truth hurts) and lie less
#10. Be a better gf if I happen to have a boyf :p
#11. Buy more clothes and shoes to stuff my closet (didn't I just say I should start saving?)
#12. Take more pictures of self :D (narcissist much right? I know tsk tsk)
#13. Live a healthy lifestyle (highlight of my life)
#14. Learn how to touch up and dress up
#15. Think out of the box and in every perspectives in whatsoever situation because in the end, everything is going to be fine (:
#16. Grow up
#17. Meet Nad which is a must (according to her) cause we happen to live in the same country and we have never met after what, 3 years of loving and mature relationshipfriendship? :p (she made me to write this too haha)
#18. Learn to be thankful and appreciate everything that I have and people around me
#19. Be hardworking and finish all my reports/assignments/tutorials on time (as if I could)
#20. Last but not least, LOVE MYSELF and my family and my coolest friends as well like forever!

The list can keep going but before you guys get bored of scrolling down and down to read my craps so I guess that's enough. I'll keep the rest to myself okay? (:

Now it's hello 2010 and goodbye 2009 people. Maybe you're wondering how can I post exactly on 12 midnight? Cause this is a scheduled post, as you all know by this time I'm still partying my ass off and celebrating my new year with someone special ❤

Till then, tootles :D

Fin.