Specially for you

For who? My title may sounds like I'm writing this for someone of the opposite sex but hell no. Haha. I'm gay remember? *but I'm still pretty much normal*

*Cough*

So, here it goes.






It's for her. :)

she and her moo cow.

Happy 18th Birthday Nadddddddd!

She is not excited at all about her 18th birthday because she said she does not want to grow up and being 18 was not something to be proud of. Relax Nad, at least you're not turning 50 today! Haha. I wish you have a memorable 18th birthday and try to enjoy it since you have a good start. && him! :D Hope that you two will be together someday and semoga panjang umur and dicurah rezeki yang tak terhingga. Hehe. Oh, now I sound like a granny. Ignore that part, `cause I'm younger than you no matter what. Lalalala. You've been a great friend, a helpful one. That's why you're one of my bestfriend and I love you Nad although you tend to cheat on me sometimes. It hurts you know? :p We've been friends for 2 years but we've never even met because we first known each other in FS and eventually, we became close (and intimate hahahahahah, my gay partner) though we did lose contact only for a while :) I am excited to meet her someday or soon and I can't imagine how it will be like, oh I owe her a McD treat and a birthday prezzie.

Last but not least, stop being upset kay? U still got me and Alek and HIM! Think on the bright side. Being 18 makes you legal to watch porn! Ahahaha. May you be the happiest birthday girl on earth today.

I wish I was invisible,
so that I can be around you all the time,
wrap my arms around you,
near by your side,
listen to your heartbeat every seconds,
and feel your warm breath,
you never know how much I'm missing you,
this feeling is killing me.

Dearest sister

No, not Megan but this very special person.

Yes, her.
Sandra Teo!
She is turning *Oh gee, her age. I'm not supposed to mention here* this very day.

Happy birthday Sis Sayn! I love you. :) Too bad we can't celebrate your birthday together this year. Anyway, I'm wishing you all the best and I hope you enjoy your birthday this year. I miss you a lot and I can't wait to see you in July sis! The best thing is I get to celebrate my birthday with you. Haha. *devilish grin -- kikis duit*

June will be a busy month. I checked my calendar and this month is packed with my chumette's birthdays, especially next week. I have four birthdays queueing up on the same week and ooh, I so can't wait for July too simply because Cathy is coming back! On the 9th! I'm happy for her, she'll be leaving qatar for good. Her one and only wish since she moved there. I'll get my pressies and as for the Hello Kitty flip flops, she promised to get me one. Yippie! She really knows how to spoil me. Heh. We only have a week to spend together before I leave to KL. Hmph. I'm gonna stick to Cathy 24/7 `cause we never know when we'll meet again. I need to start planning and counting the days. Weehoo.

I bought myself a new novel, If you could see me now by Cecelia Ahern. :D Friends told me about it and I got interested so I'm happy to own one now. Well, I should start reading and give my lappy a break. Happy reading to me :) Tootles.

It's Christmas in Madrid.

Manchester United have received a world-record, unconditional offer of £80million (US$130) for Christiano Ronaldo from Real Madrid. He is off to Real Madrid - for a world record of £80mil and is now world’s most expensive player. I will be supporting MU no matter what `cause Ferdinand in still in there. Ahahahaha.

This hunk is then spotted out with Paris Hilton in a nightclub according to a report. Boo. Why her? Wtf, hell yeah I'm pissed but not jealous. Lol. Okay, enough bout him. Point made. Move along.

The last few days was Über-boring. Me stuck at home being a full time housewifey and babysitter. Yesterday was NOT my day and thanks to Mummy for making it a shitty one. All she did was nag nag and NAG! She's been putting the blame on me practically in everything and I'm sick of it. Lord, please tell me it's her having PMS and I hope I can bear with her, for a little while. *fingers crossed* If there's an award for A-list nagger, I'll definitely nominate my mum and afundi her so that she win. I've always thought mum and daughter get along in every situation but why is it my mum can't just give me a break? Pfft. So, I might as well just breathe in, breathe out, relax, and say BITCHES! Then, bye bye stress :D Somehow I realised that not all my mum's decision were correct but I knew her motives were selfless. I still love her to bits.

Well, that's all. As long as I love my yellow nails and kisisng thru the phone; which Nad and Oish are as well diggin', I'll be feeling gay all the day. Yeah. && I want a pair of Hello Kitty flip flops please? Teehee.

Twitterrrrrrr

Yesterday, Nad told me that she was thinking of Twittering and in her blog as well. I've heard of Twitter before but I think it's boring because it looks just like those shoutout thingy in FS or FB. Then I got bored and had nothing else better to do so I decided to try out Twittering. So yes, I have one now but I still don't know how it works. Sakai eh. Oish just texted me a few minutes ago saying she's following my Twitter! Yayy. :P I didn't know she had one because she never said. Hehe. She also taught me to design my own background and how to chat through Twitter. LOL. I'm still a newbie and I'm thinking that Nad should come along Twittering and she said she might do it tomorrow. Wee. I'm waiting sayangku. Perhaps Alek can join us as well, right Nad my love? Hahahahah :P I was chatting with Cathy on MSN at the same time and I invited her to Twitter as well so I don't feel like I'm the only sakai newbie hehe and here's what she said~

Hilda milda says: cath! get a twitter!
Cathy says: hahahaha
Cathy says: twitter?
Hilda milda says: yea
Cathy says: wat;s so good about twitter?
Hilda milda says: buang boring
Hilda milda says: haahahahha
Cathy says: hahhaha
Cathy says: i wil make onee
Cathy says: when im done with my exam
Hilda milda: yeayy. eh :/

People, let's Twitter! :D

I was supposed to be

enjoying my last night with my roomies in our dorm or should I say my former dorm, P5B. Sadly, i had to leave early and i really miss them right now. They just called me and they cried on the phone. *sobs* I wish I was there with them now. :( My parents attended the closing ceremony at my camp this morning and after that, they decided to bring me back along with them. i didn't want to for we've made a deal that i will be going back by bus tomorrow because we're having a closing night and there will be a lot of performances and I'm supposed to be acting in a small scene in a drama but they were still insisting so i had no choice and pack away my stuff in the last minute. The hardest part was saying goodbye and hugging each and everyone of them. I cried as I walked out of the camp. I never thought that this is how it would end. Funny when I recall, I was so reluctant to join NS in the first place but I've had plenty of fun and unforgettable experiences. So, it's true that people doesn't wanna leave NS because there's always millions of good memories. I'm going to miss every goddamn minutes I had with my roomies and people there :) I know it's hard but I'm dealing with it.

I, Hilda Teo Suk Ting, wirawati Bravo Kem Sg. Rait Miri Kump.2 Siri 6/2009 has officially finished my national service.

*cough* Before I forget, for more juicy info about NS, catch Project NS every friday night, 9.30 pm only on 8TV. :p

My bestest darlings

Wirawati Bravo; took it seconds before I leave && THIS pic was taken by Megan ;)

More photos updates soon. Night.

It's been a while

since I'm stuck in NS. NSnsNsnsNS, it's all about NS. What more can I say? Well, NS was fun. The environment, the trainer, the activities, the people, the facilities are great except the FOOD. I've been there for 45 days and fyi I'm getting rounder and darker. During the first week, it was a torture where I had to wake up and shower at 5am. The water was like ice cold. So far, I've tried kayak-ing, rakit and flying fox and I'm looking forward to fire M16 which is after our semester break. There are more activities coming up since we're into modul khidmat komuniti and modul kenegeraan this month. I get to know new friends, learn new languanges and cultures as well. Joining NS wasn't such a bad idea after all. I learnt a lot and it was indeed a one in a lifetime experience. :) Too bad I didn't bring my camera before this so I kinda miss taking photos of the activities I joined and stuffs. No worries. I still have one month to go. :D

I'm attending an interview tomorrow and I'm not even ready yet. Mum was more nervous than I do as if she's the one going. Haha. I'm in a chillaxing mode. I confide myself to relax and just go with the flow. Buck up Hilda, yes you can! Anyway, just wish me luck and I hope I can make it.

Cathy called me today and we talked for like half an hour, I guess, or less. It's been a while too since we talked on the phone. She has got a new boyfriend and her life seems great at this moment. She's having her final soon and hooray, she's coming back to Malaysia in July and she'll be staying this time till next year. Hope to see her and maybe get to hang out sometimes. Movies, hairdo, shopping, gossiping and a thing we will never miss; FOOD! I do miss her, though I tend to forget her. Sorry darl,my bad.

Time do flies. What's next after NS? Holidays? Further studies? Seriously I have no idea. Let God decides and everything gonna be alright. Sis is working in kl soon and poor Megan is left alone at home with Mum and Dad. Pity her. Hahahaha. Currently, life's good and I'm loving every seconds of it. I learn to appreciate people I love and spend more time with them. That is all what life matters. Mum's been very kind lately and that's why I love her. Mother's Day is on this coming Sunday and boy I can't wait to celebrate. :) There is something that keep bothering me nowadays; I have lots of things in my wishlist and I'm trying hard to work them all out. New phone, new clothes, new hair, everything new! $M$ON$E$EY$! T_________________T

P/s: Thanks multiplegazillions to NADD MOO MOO for everything! Sayang kamu.

Enough for now. I need some sleep. Tootles.

Feeling outdated.

I'm home. 

4/05/09 - SPA interview & going back to camp before evening.

9/05/09 - NS semester break till 12th May.

More updates and craps tomorrow. Adios~