A day without you

was like bread with no peanut butter. Plain bread still tastes nice anyway. :)

Listening to Twenty years by Augustana.

Today,
#1. I drank Teh C peng thrice.
#2. I fell in love with lomo cameras. Aww, Holga Multicolour. ;)
#3. I took some pics.
#4. I watched a few videos from youtube.
#5. I get my spectacles fixed and ordered a new pair of contact lens.
#6. I missed someone.
#7. I had two more pimples sprouting out.
#8. I went shopping with Mum for groceries.
#9. I had tummy ache and headache. Ugh.
#10. My jeans are ready made. Huraah.

Good luck Nad for your finals & Cathy, welcome back to Malaysia! :D

Too tired today. Haven't gotten enough sleep. -_________-

Say all I need

Today wasn't boring at all. :D I woke up and quickly grabbed my phone to check the time, already 9.08am.Yao promised to come over at 9. But then I received a text from her saying that she'll be late. Then I went back to sleep because I was very sleepy. Nad, me lover was up already and she texted me to wake up She was just making sure I didn't overslept. So,Yao texted again around 10 to say she's on her way. Lazily I went to freshen myself up and I waited for her. Minutes later, she came and brought teh c peng! Love it, ice ice. Yao and I was just hanging out, I helped to make her own Facebook account and settled some of her college stuffs till 3 something. Soon after Yao left, Johanese texted me and she wanted to hang out with me! So I took a shower and hang out with her until 5. We also went to take my jeans from a nearby tailor. Sad to know that it wasn't ready made yet until tomorrow night. Boohoo. So I wasn't alone for the whole day~ And the night was the usual; dinner, tv with family, helping Megan revising her studies, webcaming with Nad and go online until midnight. Haven't got the time to watch Gossip Girls today because I was waiting for episode 11 till 17 to finish downloading. Oh, I should start to sleep early cause my face is now full of zits! Help! Btw, I lala love the weather today. After three rainy days, it is finally sunny! This cheered me up a little :) && I changed my Twitter layout and I like Eyesores very much. *grins* I'm a fan of them in Facebook and do follow them on Twitter also!

#1. See those clouds.

#2. You're my sunshine, my only sunshine :)

#3. You don't know how the degree of hotness has gotten into me.

#4. Ignore the retarded face. The sky is blueeee :D

Love fades with season,
friendship lasts a year round.
I love you all girlfriends.
You guys made my day.

A sunny and pretty one.

Reunion or Farewell

The title above popped out of my head while I was waiting for my Dad at the airport tonight. Well, airport is where reunions and farewells happened. I'm leaving soon Such a coincidence when I saw a couple of friends there who was apparently on the same flight with my Dad; Rome and Esther. I got to talk to them and somehow I didn't want to leave yet, just felt like talking endlessly. I have loads to tell them. Lol. Esther was my ex classmate and a very close friend since Form 1 and she's currently studying in Aussie. She said she misses me (she called me right after I texted her when she left :p) and i do too~ prolly I'll get to hang out with her soon. Yeayy. It's been a while since I last saw her. Rome on the other hand was my senior. We were in the debate team during secondary school so we were close before he further his study in Aimst. I'm really glad to see him and I'm looking forward to hang out with him as well.

Okay okay, back to the thought of reunion and farewell. I'll be leaving soon for studies and I have to bid farewell to family, friends and Bintulu. I sound like I'm going to leave for good, don't I? Heh, it's always my habit to exaggerate over small matter. I wasn't very excited to go to kl because knowing that I'll be alone. New people and new environment, I'm not quite ready for that but my sis is working over there so it's still okay. At least i can see her on weekends. I may not get to come back home that often because all of my hols are short. Homesickness devastates me and I should start being independent!

There will be definitely so many things I'm going to miss but I would rather ramble about that on my last post before I leave. *toothy grins*

In the meantime, I'm getting better with the whole moving on thingy though I feel a bit neglected because Nad is too busy with her *tuuuuut* and Cathy is enjoying herself shopping in Singapore. Thankfully Yao is back but I haven't got the chance to meet her. Maybe tomorrow Yes. *fingers crossed* And oh yesterday, I met Johanese, a friend of mine whom I met on Friendster. She's really sweet and I'll be hanging out with her more often because we live quite near to each other.

Gonna watch Gossip Girl before I dive in my boobs-a-gogo-lands. Nitey nite, don't let the bed bugs bite!

Nahh, I peace to poke your eyes.

Blame me doofus

I told myself not to have supper anymore since my weight is gaining and my tummy is rounder. Sheesh. My weight gained 0.6kg after yesterday -____________- It is 11.53pm and I'm having Maggie and Cola. Sedapppp. I am aware if I keep on like this I'll gain more kgs. I don't want to get fat! It's because I'm short already and my thighs are huge. Ugh. Now I have trouble sleeping and I don't eat according to the right time. For goodness sake, I really need to start living healthy? And another thing, I don't wanna end up like the biggest loser in the Hallmark channel. You know? Ah okay. I'm being ridiculous. Hehe. I need sleeping pills and lots of love. :p

Late night show

Currently listening to this song; too lazy to download the video. I can relate to this song. Emo pulak. :p

Escape the fate - Harder than you know

You said this could only get better.
There's no rush, 'cause we have each other.
You said this would last forever,
But now I doubt if I was your only lover.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same.
'Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me.
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know.
'Cause girl your driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away.
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain!
So where's the fire?
You've begun the rain.

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll hav'ta go!
Not loving you is harder then you know.

YEAH!

So I'll make the call,
And I'll leave you today
I'm gona miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today

Leaving always drives me crazy!
Leaving always drives me crazy!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go.
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,

YEAH!

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (I'm tring to let go)
Not loving you is harder
Then you know,
('cause girl your driving me so crazy)

Raindrops keeps falling on my head

It's been raining lately and the stupid electric supply keeps going off. *sigh* Nothing much about today. I bought some stationery but I didn't get the pink and purple stabilo pen I wanted so bad. Hehe. Another time then. Oh yes, 16 more days left and I have started packing. If I procrastinate any longer, pretty sure I'll left some stuff behind. I'm careless and forgetful like always. *smacks head* Megan was so adorable today. Not like every other day. This evening when she was finished taking her bath, she asked me to pass her towel. Then I got the towel and throw it at her until it covered her whole face. Hehe.

Hilda: Here you go.
Megan: Thank you. Then she added, "You are very welcome," and she giggled to herself.
Hilda: *smiles*

When she knew that I was going to buy stationery, she was all nicey-nice and kept clinging on me. Well, I wasn't dumb to know what she was up to. Little brat. But anyway, I bought some for her too and she was very happy, she kept jumping the whole night. lol. I didn't know what has gotten into me, I started to play the piano. But for sure, Megan would come over and start to bang on the piano. Why can't she just leave me alone? =.='''

2nd day of July, I'm still not over being broken and I'm sick of it.
A voice said: You said you loved me.
Yes, I loved you and it's the past. I've made my decision and move on without another single hope from you. I know I can be tough if I keep on trying and I sure can kick ass. I know I'm doing the right thing. :)

P/s: Congrats to Nadd my lover. She's finally taken by the man of her dream. Semoga sampai ke cucu cicit ya. Hahahahah. :p

"Lay your head down just for now
Space fills your mind and you dream awhile
The sun floods your room as you drown
your lungs full of breathing
Your true love believe
One more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way"
-Find A Way by The Used-

Sweetheart, I have to confess

30th, the last day of June and I'm still not over you. I'm afraid you just meant to be there, in that place in my heart. I just don't understand the way you're acting. One minute you're being lovey dovey but then you disappear off to nowhere. Can't you just friggin' stay put with me? I'm not ready to set you free but I admit I couldn't stop you from being happy. Suit yourself.