Can I stay?

*Sigh*

I'm gonna be away for three months again! Off to NS mode activated.

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I will be leaving in the morning to Miri. I have no idea when I will be back but I'll try my best to come back earlier. I'm so gonna miss Daddy, Mummy, Sis and Megan. No more eating out and supper with you guys. Argh,homesick! Note: I am independent but when it comes to a life which is going to give me a hard time, automatically I'll be not independent AT ALL. I'll be calling home soon, crying so badly and complaining that I wanna go home. Oh great. Pfft. That would be interesting. && my chums (you know who you are but I'm still gonna list you guys out - Cathy, Ah Yao, Nadd Moo Moo, Oish, Amy, will be missing you guys a lot. ) and HIM! Sobs. I'm keeping my fingers crossed, hoping that the 'military' life there won't torture me. Amen. People tend to tell me this, "C'mon, NS won't be that bad. You'll have fun and I bet you don't wanna come home". Well, we'll see if that statement will be a undeniable fact when I'm back. So people, do take care and may God bless. Last but not least, forget me not. <33>

hilda milda ♥

For you,
I'll be back soon, you won't have time to miss me.

Look after my heart - I've left it with you.
To be continued. ( MIA)

Lesung oi.

Earlier this afternoon, Oish and I decided to hang out at Lesung, Yazid's Dad cafe. It was new and we have never been there before. Yazid was joining us as well. The three of us was just talking about our plans for studies and joking around. We went to an ice cream shop just across the street and went back to this shop again and try out his shop's FRENCH TOAST CHEESE. *Mesti cuba eh, cuba jangan tak cuba. I'm promoting oiiii*

These are some of the pics we've taken. :)

Oish :)

Me.

Doing some promoting for Lesung. Lol.

Ngee, I love her ;)

Oish's Ice Lemon Tea. She even finished the ice. Ahaa.

Today's speical; Close up of the French Toast Cheese

Yazid, the Anak Bos :P

Oish's fav pic of us :)

My fav pic because I look so GAY. Ahaa.

I really enjoy my day with them. I'll be missing Oish a lot and I don't know when can I see her again. Miss you babe. Anyway, thanks to Yazid too. Before I forget, datanglah beramai-ramai ke Lesung! :)

Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥

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大好きです; Daisuki desu

I think I'm in love. Am I?

Nahh. So not!

I'm sick of getting myself hurt and heartbroken. Life's brief and mostly sucks.

The ending of every fairy tales; death.

But one thing I'm sure is I'm missing him a lot. Yesss, him! That moron.

Love me for me. :)

Xoxo,

hilda milda ♥

Moshi moshi. Sushi please?

Oh dang. I've been craving for sushi! Somehow feeling japanese? See, I'm trying to imagine myself listening opera in a kimono with a geisha style makeup and rolling sushi on a bamboo mat. roflmao. That will be pretty hideous and hillarious.

I've been thinking of making my very own homemade sushi since last week. Tadaaaa! Here it is. Hilda's very own homemade sushi. Dad bought the ingredients and I'm making it with my sis. Megan insisted to help and just can't stop nagging because I wouldn't let her to. We made 5 rolls altogether and seriously, the sushi does not looks good or even taste good. Gotta recheck the recipe and give a try again. Maybe I added too much vinegar. Sheeshhhh.




Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥

Busy busy little bumble bee.

Guess what? I received a letter from NS days ago. There was this very friendly postman who sent it to my house one afternoon. While I was signing some stuffs before getting my letter, he was telling me something like this; " Amoi, tak payah takut pergi ini NS, sangat bagus punya. " I smiled back at him and tried to be polite. Minutes later, *POOF*! Off me go and opened this letter and take a look what's inside.

Going through the forms were driving me nuts. There were so many lampiran here and there and boy, it was really troublesome. Luckily, I still managed to have everything done by yesterday. However, I haven't started packing anything yet. Oh crapp.

I missed school a lot. I missed scribbling and doodling on textbooks. :p I really wanted to continue my studies as soon as possible so I applied everything that was available from scholarships to local U and private colleges. Might as well try my luck, who knows I'm just that lucky? Ahaa. Hope to receive any offer letter, the earlier the better so that I can kiss NS goodbye. So long, sucka! :D

"£$%%^&!@ It was raining again. I can't watch Man. U vs Liverpool match tonight! I ended up checking the live score online after the match and WTF! 4-1 (T_______T)

Lights off. I've been busting my ass lately and I'm really tired. Beauty sleep time!

Picture of the day; Stop bugging me, will ya?

Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥

Result result result.

Result is out todayyy. I slept at 4am and woke up around 7am. I just couldn't sleep. I was too eager to wait for my teacher to call me and inform me my result on 8am. Tunggu punya tunggu, she called me at 10 something.
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I took a deep breath and answered her call.

T: Hilda, your result.
H: How much? *dupdapdupdap/shallowing my saliva*
T: 6a1 1a2 2b3 1b4
H: Haaa? 7a nia? what subject did I get b4? *trying hard not to cry*
T: Wait. Too many subject codes and numbers. Su, apa 6355?
Voice behind: EST.
H: What? EST? I don't want.
T: Nevermind, you did well and try your best already.
H: Okay, thanks. Bye.

Few seconds after I hung up the call, I'm crying! What the hell. EST? B4? Impossible!

It was unexpected I got a bloody hell B4 for EST. *DAMN*
but
It was unexpected to get an A1 for my 1119 :)
It was unexpected to get both A for my Biology and Chemistry.
Overall, it was very UNEXPECTED.

Mummy and Sis felt that I did really well already. Daddy said that as long as I did not fail any subjects, I should be happy already but I am still blaming myself because I did not get what I targeted. I was not happy at all. Anyway, I still wanna congrats all my friends for their excellent results.

P/s: I'm okay sudah. Back to normal. No more emo. Lol.

Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥

My heart is beating off rate.

I can't really explain how I'm feeling right now. I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs! My heart is beating faster than usual and seriously I can feel the adrenaline rushing in me. *faint*
My friends have been texting me saying good luck and stuffs and reminded me to tell them what my result is. Mum and sis are getting excited as well, they say they have faith in me. Sedangkan I don't have the confidence at all. Uuu, more pressure. What if I didn't get what they expected? What if I get a C? OMG OMG OMG OMG. I'm thinking too much. *smackss forehead*

P/s: Good luck for all `08 SPM candidates. All the best. :)

12 hours left til I get my result. Shoot me in the head pls? Ouch. Tummy aches and I'm feeling the butterflies in it. Yes yes, I'm freaking myself out. I think I'm not getting any sleep tonight. Sh*t. Special thanks to NAD MOO MOO for everything. I love you! *wink*

Xoxo,
Hilda milda ♥

Je t'aime aussi, mon chéri.

Love love love. ♥

He says: Love is complicated.
She says: Love hurts.

My definition of love: Love suffers long. Love is kind; it is not jealous. Love does not brag and is not puffed up; It is not provoked and does not take account of evil. It covers all things, believes all things, hope all things and endures all things. Love never falls away.

old pic of mine; taken last year. :)

Xoxo,
hilda milda ♥