One of a kind

This is amazing - nuff said. One more thing, keep your jaw tight, I bet it will drop LOL

Fin.

Lend me your ear

Hello world.

I'll be on a semi hiatus cause MU just broke my heart and I need to run away to paradise to mend this broken heart LOL (Liverpool is just lucky I tell you grrr)

Actually I have 4 exams to study, 2 great weekends to plan, an interview to be worried and some stuffs that need to be settled.

29th Oct - Exam (Bio)
31st Oct - AAR's concert
3rd Nov - Exam (Maths)
5th Nov - SPA interview
13th Nov - Great Speech
25th Nov - FIS Dinner

My physics' exam should be on 5th Nov and since I can't sit for it, I have to sit it earlier than the rest of the class boo D: And when's Chemistry? Sigh. I barely started revising on any subjects. One word - die.

So I think it's best to leave my blog/fb a while until I get everything done. Do continue to click click and click on my ads okay?

See, I'm earning :D *sakai*
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But then I hate when all these things come at the same time and it's starting to tear me apart. It really sucks when you have to worry while having fun. My energy is all sucked up and now it's starting to torture my mind as well. I can't sleep cause I keep waking up and I just tend to think a lot. It's just traumatizing and irritating! You have no idea how it feels to be in my shoes. Seriously, I never been in this situation before. I guess it's a process of growing up and it's time to show people that I'm independent enough to deal all these on my own. This may looks like a small matter to you but to me it's not. && I do not need your validation to judge me anyway. Hopefully everything gonna be alright *finger crossed*

Dear God, I cannot be sick now and please give me all the strength that I need okay?

Daddy and mummy are so far away. I miss everyone back at home and my sis too. I miss the attention I get. I need you guys. You guys are always supportive in whatever I do and I know I can count on you guys anytime but now I'm all alone. I wanna go home. ):

And as for you,I wish I can lean on you and hold your hands tight and tell you how I feel right now. Some pat on the head, hugs or maybe kisses on the forehead please? D:

Now, I really feel like crying.

It sucks BIG TIME to be helpless.

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Fin.

I'm not a homosexual nor bisexual.

I'm heterosexual for sure! :D I like guys. Cute and hot guys like Ed Westwick aka the oh-so-sexy Chuck Bass and Taylor Lautner. Who doesn't?

As I said, I'll reveal to you what are the content of the parcels I received just yesterday.
So here it is now. Tadaa!

A petite x-back dress from *We Dress You Up*

A vintage dress from Tasty Cherry Chapstick

And the third parcel is a pair of leggings from A Model Studio(AMS) for rm14! I'm currently addicted to online shopping cause to me it's cheaper and there's more variety to choose from. Plus, convenient too (:

I guess everyone is crazy over New Moon now (even Seventeen Mag is!) cause it's premiering on 26th November but as for me I just watched Twilight for the very first time tonight, ALONE. My sister has both Twilight and New Moon's novel but I didn't have the time to read yet boo and now I finally understand why people are so insane about Robert Pattinson. He looks more like a drug addict to me with his unbelievable fair skin in that movie, even his whole family. Effin amazing I would say (Y) but his sweetness in that movie with Kristen Stewart still charmed me. I still remembered him saying 'I'll do whatever it takes to make sure you're safe'. Having a vampire boyfy may not be cool cause you might ended up being his and his family's meal but a hot and loving boyfy like Edward Cullen will sure turn me on. :D I'll make sure and try to read the Twilight novel because I heard them say that it is much better than the movie. Of course, it was based from the very novel right? So girls, go grab your guys and make sure you watch New Moon okay? & oh don't forget some mint and tissues LOL that might helps *wink*

Again, do click on my ads (: and thanks to my sis for the pics up there. I made her to do so heh

Fin.

Pain is just a simple comprimise

I used to feel this way.

but now THIS

Some says love is a river.
Some says love is a silly song.
Some says love is all around us.
It lifts us up where we belongs.
Some says love is hearing laughter in the rain
But on the upper east side, love is pain.

- taken from GGS3E5

Isn't it the same with what I'm feeling now? But I'm not sure either if it is right or maybe I'm trying too hard to be the best. Help?

Fin.

Do I ever even cross your mind?

Again you called it a day but didn't wish me goodnight and say the (L) word. Supposedly, I need to be sure and not doubtful. Forgive me if I seem insecure, I just don't wanna lose you.

So for the very first time, I broke my own record which I stayed up till 8am. I can't believe myself either! I did practically nothing until 6 then I started to study and it took me 45 minutes to cover up a few minutes. I didn't plan to sleep because I'm waiting for the postman today. I didn't plan to sleep because I wanted to wait for the postman today. But then I ended up falling asleep until 130pm when I heard someone knocking on the door. I rushed towards the door and grinned to myself when I saw it's the postman with my stuff. Though I was still groggy from sleep that moment. I signed it and remembered that I still have two more parcels to check in the mailbox. I took my shower first and then went to check the mailbox, my two parcels were inside and I could not be more happier! I was jumping for joy, not in public for sure *giggles*



Well, I'll show you guys what's inside the parcels on my next update cause I'm too lazy to edit all that stuffs right now. I'm sleepy for God's sake. LOL.

For the night, I had nasi lemak for dinner and it was umph delicious! :D After that, I headed to the mall with my sis. I bought seventeen magazine for myself and was window shopping the whole night. I managed to try on this dress from Nichii and I really love it cause lacey dress is one of the trend now. Too bad it costs around bloody rm150 and it's impossible that I'll get one for myself unless I'll ikat perut till the next time you see me, what is left is my ribs wtf LOL. Trust me, there will be cheaper one in online boutiques which I'm currently surveying on. I'm so gonna get one soon :p

♥ it to the max yo!

Two more days to go and I'm back to my old lousy routined college life. Sigh.

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Fin.

If all the raindrops were lemon drops and gum drops,

what a rain that would be! Acid rain cause it has lemon in it? LOL

Ohhmyyyygoosh, I've been very unproductive for the past 4 days and that's a bad thing I tell you. I tried to study but I'm having trouble concentrating. I don't get a single thing that I'm reading. Plus, I've been having a few sleepless nights lately. It's really hard to keep my eyes close cause I tend to think a lot. Somehow it freaks me out and I don't feel being me lately. Put the blame on PMS please? Sigh.

My brain is definitely not functioning right. And my head's spinning. Ugh. And I'm gonna curse if I'm having period pain. #!@?%^&*

Yet, today I woke up at 4pm feeling better for no reason. I did my laundry and tidy up my stuffs. I organized all my file in my lappy and uninstall some programs that used up some of my memory. I can't stand my lappy being a pain in my arse lately oh and msn too! Not to mention I've changed my desktop background as well!

cool huh? MAN UNITED rocks my sock

I had mcD for dinner and was excited for the night to come cause I got new episodes of GG, ANTM and Desperate Housewives. I even planned to study since the night is early until a friend of mine spoilt my mood wtf I hate it when it seems that you came to talk to me with the intention to show off what you got. Well, all I got to say is lucky you that you have a rich dad. Happy?

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Fin.

5 in the morning

and I still can't sleep for three nights in a row. I bet I sleep too much during daytime *snort*

I really want to be with you right now.
Take me anywhere with you.
I'll hold on tight.
I promise.

Roses are red, violets are blue. Fuck you, whore!

Ignore the last phrase. It's just a quote from 500 days of summer which I still don't get to watch. I hope it's still showing until next month. Oh, pretty pls? I'm really dying to watch this movie. Tsk tsk tsk. Yes, I'm desperate I tell you!

Zooey Deschanel (!)

❤❤❤

Don't you think she's somewhere near perfection? Well, you can see this familiar face from Yes Man and of course her newest movie, 500 days of summer :D

❤❤❤

I want her oh-so-pretty face's features.
I want her charming sparkling eyes.
I want her hair colour.
I want her hairstyle.
I want her height.

❤❤❤

Don't get me wrong. I'm 100% straight and I'm not idolizing her.

❤❤❤

It's just that,

I want that rocker who admires her.

But then he told me that I don't have to be someone I'm not :)

Fin.

Can you meet me halfway?

I got this song stuck in my head the whole day but I only knew this phrase LOL

Good thing I enjoyed my weekend so far cause;

MU won last night against Bolton and I can't wait for the match versus Liverpool this coming Saturday and I bet Liverpool is going down, down, down, DOWN.

&&

For the record, I finished watching 2 episodes of Gossip Girl, Desperate Housewives and ANTM. Eff my Bitcomet for not working so I can't download season 1 of 90210 and not to say the second season. Ugh.

On the bright side, Hurrah! I'm not gonna get any Monday blue today cause I'm on holiday. Bliss! :D

Yet I have to start on my revision anytime soon. Photosynthesis and Calvin Cycle sound great to me for appetizer. So not! D:

Fin.

Good things come to those who smile

(((((((((((((((((((((:

Sorry for the late update. I was too lazy to blog until I get enough sleep last two days.

Well, last Thursday was 2-thumbs up. We actually had class as usual until we saw no sign of Mr Chan at 930am and then Fazrul told us the morning class was canceled. Afternoon Chemistry class was then brought forward and it was like only one hour class when it was supposed to be two hours class.

So we finished everything at 11 and off we went to One Utama. It sucks that 500 Days of Summer is only available at certain cinemas, not at One Utama's so I still haven't watched it. I ended up watching The Ugly Truth with Belinda while the rest watched Sorority Row.

After the movie, all of us headed to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng to celebrate Joeann's birthday and the rest of the day was just awesome I tell you. So let the pictures tell you the story cause I'm just too lazy hahas maybe I lost my mojo recently ugh who cares










Later that evening, I rushed to Klang and the KTM ride was unbearable. I'm sick of whining how bad it was. Point made. End of the story C:

Btw, if you're kind enough, help me with the nuffnang ads. Please?

Fin.

When love turns into obsession

I can't get the official video yet :(

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought, hey
You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time to figure out the best of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time to figure out the best of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey

Maybe it's true that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time to figure out the best of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone

And I'm thinking, ooh, I can't live without you
'Cause baby, two is better than one
There's so much time to figure out the best of my life
But I figured out with all that's said and done
Two is better than one, two is better than one

P/s: Thanks to Eexin for introducing me this song. I love it when I first heard it. Brilliantly amazing (Y)

My tears running down like razorblades

It's a freaking and horrid Wednesday cause I just flung the chance of getting high marks for my Chemistry. I have a week to revise but then I study zilch cause I'm just too lazy to even touch the notes until the night before the test. Screw me! I felt so sorry for myself when I can't answer all the questions. I need someone to knock me on my head for my stupidity. Ugh.

The bad news is I'm going to have more tests after Deepavali so I can't really enjoy my holiday. I have to study. No, I must study, especially Bio and Physics. And yea Maths too. Studying this holiday? If you're currently drinking water, let me guess you just spat everything out or choke on your candy. Shocking? Yes I know. I'm so proud of myself yay. Yet I doubt that's possible cause I got 3 episodes of GG and 3 episodes of ANTM to catch.

&& oh ya I have a freaking pimple on my lower right cheek. I swear, it is obvious. D: I didn't realise it until I felt something there when I touched my face. I grabbed my mirror right away and damn I saw that dot. I stared at myself in the mirror for a long time then I stepped back from the mirror just to see if the zit is still obvious and oh no, I can still see it. Oh dear god it can be seen even from like a metre away. Okay, now I am exaggerating *moans* Ommmgg. I hate this pimple zimple wimple! Make it go away or pop soon please.

AND ONE MORE EFFIN' DAY TO ENDURE OF CLASS and then holidays! I don't have to wake up early at 6, I don't have to boil water for morning bath, I don't have to take college bus, I don't have to be sleepy all day long, I don't have to eat dinner late, I don't have to sleep early :D but then all these nice days will just last for 10 days D:

Oh, I just can't wait! *letting out a heavy sigh*

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Fin.

Psst

I'll never stop to get your attention
I swear.

Take risks so you won't live with regrets.

What if the risks lead you to more regrets?

My monday blue can't be worse when I'm saturated with radioactivity and differential equations this morning. Not to say some maths sum that I dislike much. Maths is always not my thing. But then everything was fine until Mum texted me around 8pm telling me that I've gt an interview in Putra Jaya on the 5th of Nov. It's an interview from SPA which I went before on the last June which I failed but my Dad asked me to reapply again and who knows I might be lucky this time to get another shot. Yet this time I'm not that excited or even happy. I called my Mum straight away and she insisted me to go and give it a try. It sucks when you seem you have a choice but then actually you don't.

As I have always said 'cause life is pretty fucking bleak. :D

Two wrongs make a twisted right

Hello prettyevil peepos! Weekend is over and I hate when Mondays come cause you know how Monday make my day hell than suckish. I can't wait for Thursday cause I'm going to have a week plus holiday after that.

No suprise why Faiznur's picture is here because I'm writing her a birthday post. Heh. This darling of mine is turning older on this very special day! Happy 18th birthday and now you're so legal hahas Hope you had a blast and I knew you did. :D I'm happy for you and do remember that I love you always okay? :D I wished her two hours later, sorry about that Oish but then I did make it up by wishing you on the phone, fb, twitter and here! Special treat for you my VIP ♥ P/S: Cepat cepat cari boyfriend cute gik k? :p 

 On another unrelated story; I watched this movie last night and I tell you it's a must watch movie! This thriller movie has made my adrenaline pumping faster than my heartbeat :D Some of the guys in the movie are hot and I kinda like Cassidy; one of the cast cause her voice is so special and she's hot in her pwn particular way. In case you haven't watched it, just catch the trailer at youtube and maybe you'll love it. (: So, 3 more movies to go but I don't think I can watch The Ugly Truth cause it's not showing in most of the cinemas. Damn! Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs looks nice too. I'll add that to my list *grin* && for last week I had a few major accomplishment and I'm proud of myself (Y) # I cooked dinner for myself for the 5 consecutive days! *not typical menu I tell you* # I've done my laundry # I've tidied up my locker # I've cleaned my study table Seems that I've grown up huh? :D I just feel accomplished cause I can settle stuffs on my own and organize everything so well! Now all I need is to buck up and start studying for my test woot woot! Fin.

Open that stoic heart of yours

Everytime I'm with you,
I take a deep breath and look into your eyes.
I don't want this moment to ever end.
I just want to be yours forever.
But then you left me alone with questions unanswered.

I miss the way you hold my hand.
I miss the way you kiss me on the forehead.
I miss the way you run your fingers through my hair.
I miss the way you smell my hair and then smile.
I miss the way you laugh at my stupid jokes.
I miss having piggyride on your back.

I never set my hopes too high to find the one that I've always wanted
Because I believe every hello ends with a goodbye
Maybe one day I'll find you who will change my mind
and convinced me again that true love does exist
all i have is to wait;
we never stop waiting for something.

It's a harsh world out there

TGIF tomorrow but I am just unhappy cause a retard pissed me off and now I'm tempted to scream out everything right here. I'm fuming inside and I had to pretend as if everything's fine cause I prefer to shut up and try not to blow. For Christ's sake, I'm pretty much fed up and you know what? You're fucking annoying!

Today was just another day. I had an open book Bio test, the Chemistry test was postponed and yea I went swimming again. I didn't get much sleep last night so I'm a bit worn out by now and I know it's unbelievable that I'm sleeping before 12 tonight since I don't have class tomorrow.

Anyway, this weekend looks like it's going to be boring and dull alright due to my work which is starting to pile up and nobody is free to bring me out. I wanna watch movies; Sorority Row, Jennifer's body, The Ugly Truth and 500 days of summer(!), go window shopping or just go grab some icecream. At least just bring me out to get some fresh air or do anything exciting. Damn, this is sad. Sigh. Whatever it will be, I still have to sleep in on Saturday and Sunday. That's a deal between me and my brain.

P/s: I got 17 out of 19 for my previous Chemistry test and 93% for my previous Bio test (Y)

Fin.

You're a goofy goober

What's a goober? Aina was repeating this phrase yesterday and I found it rather cute. So I searched for its definition and this is what I get from urban dictionary.

"It means peanut, but we don't use it for talking about peanuts. When a person calls you a goober, take it as a compliment. A "goober" is generally a funny person. The person could be odd, weird, outstanding, popular, social. When called a goober, just laugh. Goober is higher than weird, it's nicer to be called."

So I guess goober is not a bad word? HAHAS Well, move along. I can't be bothered by this goober thingy LOL

Well, today is Wednesday and it's coffee day! :D I didn't know a thing about it until Belinda saw this advertisement on the newspaper which says we can have free coffee from Starbucks. I'm not a fan of coffee but I just go for it for the sake of fun. Half of my class was queueing there so why not join the crowd?

candid by Fazrul and the rest are my classmates

this is what you get when you are overdosed with caffeine

Too bad the coffee didn't help to keep me awake until the end of the class. Boo.

I'm not feeling awesomely great right now. I was so eager to study just now and I wasn't trying hard to focus by not having the laptop beside me. I was copying my note so that it's easier for me to revise but then I tend to do other things after that and guess what? *POOF* I forgot what I studied. Oh man. I should have took what Mr. Chan taught us in psychology class today into application on how to study. It has something to do with chunking principle and stuffs like that. *smacks head* I'm starting to talk nonsense. It seems that I'm so freaking pressurized right now. It's only a test and I bet it's a sign of being a super kiasu person or maybe I am one. Egh, Hilda needs to take a chill pill (:

Anyway, tomorrow is the last day of class of the week and I'm so looking forward to Friday because I get to sleep till the sunset. Life is good I tell you.

Fin.

I wanna be somewhere where you are

but you're just far away for me to hold on to you.

It's Tuesday, freaking Tuesday's over. Today's been a long and occupied day. I finally went swimming today(!) with Elin, Suzen and one of our housemates after we couldn't make it on last Sunday and yesterday. The water was icy cold and the wind was really strong. We were all shivering once we jumped into the pool. So we were just playing around the floating corpse game in the water hahas I know it's lame but they didn't know how to swim so that was all we can do. I managed to swim 3 laps and I got really tired. Maybe it's because I haven't been swimming since ages and my muscles started to ache and my ears hurt as well. Thanks to Suzen, for I've got another cut on my left leg next to my previous cut because I thought she was chasing me in the water. LOL.

Class wasn't that bad today actually. Somehow college life is getting slightly better by the day because I'm now used to it and being far away from home still sucks. Still, the weekends are what I'm actually looking forward to. But just thinking of the tutorials and reports that I have to do *rolls eyes*, I just feel like dying. I have a test coming up this Thursday and another two after the Deepavali holidays. This could not get any worse D: So well this is college life.

BTW, I've just joined the Nuffnang recently and added the advertisement in my blog. Please click on it and let me have some income too And as for this month, I'm learning to spend wisely and save some money in case I need them on rainy days but shopping is still my priority. That's just every girls' hobby, a fact you cannot deny hahas && I'm thinking of doing a new layout for my blog again when I'm free ((((: I just can't have enough of blogskinning!

Okay, I know this is boring and I better stop before you throw rotten tomatoes at me. Chiao~

P/s: Good luck to my little monster, Yon who is going to sit for her PMR tomorrow. All the best dear and make me proud okay? I know you can do it. Go girl!

Fin.